Coz there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby;
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shatter
Saturday, October 22, 2011 || 12:56 AM
have you ever physically felt your heart shatter?
well i just did.
i couldn't eat the whole day because my tummy was filled with butterflies. and then suddenly he tells me that.
yeah it devastated me, totally. i thought i was being an idiot so i spoke to a few guyfriends about it and they all think he's talking rubbish and that he must be lying because of the way you act with me. see? I'm not the only person here. in fact anyone, would think the same way.
its been years, I am done trying to find another one, done trying to stop thinking. i am done. i tried for years. why did it not work?
i couldn't forget you, your smile and how you can endlessly make me laugh and laugh. thats why i like you so much. yeah i was not attracted to your looks as much as your humor. you are born with this funny bone, its like magic how you can make people laugh with anything you do. even if you're not trying to make people laugh, just your natural actions and reactions are enough to set people off on a bout of laughter! and i really love it when people make me laugh. i love to laugh, it makes me the happiest above all else. i want to be with someone who can make me laugh and brighten my days instantly.
but no, im probably not even close to what you think you deserve. i shall try to accept the fact that maybe, i am not good enough for you.
but to give up on you? never. no i cannot let you slip away.
